So, unfortunately I have more things to get off my chest. This one has been over a year in the making, but to my delight and my choosing, it has finally come to a crashing, jaded and very bitter end.

I dated a woman last year whom, although flawed and unstable in many ways, I cared for deeply despite them. The relationship was, to say the least, a disaster from the start. Although I knew from the beginning that she has serious issues, like the naive person I was, I gave her the benefit of the doubt.

Fast forward a year, the relationship ended with verbal abuse that could have raised the dead and threats from her family members that would make them turn in their graves. At that point I became extremely fearful of her. I mean, terrified. I remember one day in particular when I had a friend stay over to help me feel safe and literally five minutes after she walked out the door, I got a text saying that she knew I had someone over. And this crazy bitch lived 45 minutes from me! So, I knew then that she was someone I had to leave alone and get away from. So, I changed my phone number and began have friends and others stay the night with me so that I wouldn’t be freaked out at night.

Months went by and I got an email from her. Saying hi and that now that she is transitioning, he is much happier and at peace with himself. I once again fell for the “I’m actually a sweet and kind person, please be my friend again” act. And I figured out today that it was only an act.

Now, I’m not saying that I’m 100% innocent. He is right in saying that I lied. In order to get away from her, I lied to her and said I had met someone else. I knew that this would piss her off to the point where she would break up with me. The truth was, I hadn’t met anyone.

I didn’t start dating someone til about a month later. Manipulating her was the only way I thought I could get out of this terribly unhealthy and verbally abusive relationship.

So, months and months later, we started talking over emails. Great at first. Thought he (she) had made some real improvements in his life and was really a different person……until he no longer got his way. Then the old person I knew before came out and showed face. I had explained a few days ago that I didn’t want to pursue a friendship and that she/he had scared me so much before, that I didn’t feel comfortable with it. Well, it didn’t take long till I saw the side of the evil, twisted, self-righteous and egotistical poor excuse for a man that lashed out once again as he had done so many times before when not getting what he wanted. Sending a long list of evil insulting and hurtful things…literally a list. And the funny part is, that half of the things he said represented himself, not me. Now its your turn to look in the mirror….

So, let this be a lesson to everyone out there. If you have a crazy, psycho ex and they come to you later wanting to be friends…no matter how much you care or don’t want to hurt their feelings, tell them to F*CK OFF!!!

So, thank you (person who shall remain nameless) for taking the time to prove to me and everyone else that you’re an ignorant lifeless and soulless human being who is in serious need of mental care. Do me and everyone else a favor and F*CK OFF!!!!!!!!

Sigh…I feel much better now! Anyone else wanna join me in the bitch fest??